yesterday my eyes were opened once again by the turmoil and suffering of what i feared most and that is reality. I had wished for many things that would go my way just once, but it seems that fate has played a cruel joke on me, however i do not think it is a joke, but truth. I am in a bad situation that has led me to believe that i need to straighten out my life, for my family tree has begun to grow branches and it seems they dislike the way i am, considering that i am not part of the trunk anymore, but possibly like a termite living off of it. I need to find myself out there and to do so i have to take my time on finding it somewhere out